I have to let off some pressure. I don't really like to talk or write about my personl problems but I feel like I am going crazy...
I can't think straight right now knowing there is nothing I can do to help someone....I feel like I am cracking under pressure because my heart is racing, trembling with anger, tears rolling, sadness--I don't know what to do.
The medication I am taking right now isn't helping either since it causes dizziness. Its a pill to rejuvinate my immune system...
Scream, yell..no run. I want to run, run away to that place and help with what I can...but here I am--sitting--like a cagged animal, breath quickening pacing in my thoughts of what to do...
Common sense tells me to sit back and relax to just be patient and everything will be fine. But my stubborness says just go there and do something about it, instead of pittying and feeling helpless do something about it and don't complain..
If I could do that, I would, but I know if I did, it would only cause trouble for few people around me. Few people that is my family and if I did this amongst other things to fill my crazed satisfaction, I would be the icon of worst/bad/terrible/no good/stupid/a female dog in heat....rationalizing with myself is so hard....
So all I can do right now, is sit and wait and hoping everything will be alright...
I don't know..I'm... just sad really... overall.
By the way, i finally took a chance and ordered me an new PC!uaaahahaha, that will be awesome working onthat thing when it arrives.. ^^
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"Every day, humans come one step closer to self destruction! I'm not destroying the world, I'm saving it!"
Albert Wesker
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METAL GEAR!!!
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"I reject your reality and substitute with my own"
i just want to go to sleep for the weekend. and i want to be able to draw something good.... >_<
blah... blah blah...blah.
i'll be fine in a few days.
i'm glad you're doing good man.
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"Every day, humans come one step closer to self destruction! I'm not destroying the world, I'm saving it!"
Albert Wesker
You'll be able to come up with something in no time. (x . x)
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METAL GEAR!!!
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"I reject your reality and substitute with my own"
yeah.... i did but nothing that makes me want to wake up early and work on
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"Every day, humans come one step closer to self destruction! I'm not destroying the world, I'm saving it!"
Albert Wesker
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METAL GEAR!!!
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"I reject your reality and substitute with my own"
In this game barry fights his way to save his one love.
yesss, his two bun, toasted ham and bacon sandwich made by jill. Will he make it, he only has two days before it spoils.
NGM says "its one of the best RE games since RE:SURVIOR"
Cosplay.com "I cryed when he found his sandwich."
Rotten tamatos quoted that " Twilight was the worst movie ever made"
Playstation MAGazine reply " Delicious till the last bite"
Twice the action, more explosions than a micheal bay movie....
One man, one sandwich
Jeff daniels in his breakthrough performance as barry burton...
"T-virus????? Alll I want is my sandwich!!!!!!!!!!!!" -Barry burton-
(Big exposion)
Residental evil 6 ^-^
unrated....
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"The bird of the hermes is my name, eating my wings to make me tame....."
"Alrighty Geese, This is the foreplay!!!!
Here they come.....Its time to dance
ROCK AND ROLL!!!!!!!"
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